eat whatever you want and if anyone tries to lecture you about your weight eat them too

eat whatever you want and if anyone tries to lecture you about your weight eat them too

I don't know.
I found the scale … and I weighed myself. And it showed 138 pounds. Again.

But I’m not upset, because I’ve realized something; I can’t continue losing weight the way I’m doing it now by starving, bingeing, purging and hating myself all the time. I’ve decided that today is the day where I start replacing Ana and Mia with fitness and health before I become too addicted and dependent on them. Eating disorders aren’t accessories and jewelries I can afford to have in my life right now. 

I’ve realized that even if I were to continue with the deadly diet that I have today, I would have to give up on it when I go back home to Norway. And if I don’t give up on it, I will have to give up my social life, my friends, my family, my ambitions and my future. And I don’t want to give up on that. 

So I’ve decided that from now, the path that I’m following in order to become the hot, fit and happy me, is through fitness, healthy eating - yes, eating! and lifestyle changes.

I’ve come so far, and I don’t want to give up. I have ti lose 18 pounds (it was 13 when I hadn’t been eating for three days, but I ‘gained’ it all back. But I know I haven’t gained fat, as there’s no chance I’ve eaten 14,000 calories since then. It’s just food and water passing through my body… not fat) Anyway, I’ll lose that weight in a slow, steady and sane manner.

I do think that I’ll continue to blog to see if I make any progress. But from now, I think I’ll become more fitspo. Wish me luck?

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